okay, now that this has happened, i have nothing else to say. remember our favourite phrase? your choice, you decide. so yeah, you've decided. what more can i say right? all the times we had together, can you bear to forget? can you? if only you did not start, this would not have even happen, to of all person, but us. it was a dissappointment to me. because i can't make the best of the situation. i hate you for starting it and dragging the matter. worst of all, you didn't come to us, but you went to that person. and instead you went into this drama telling me about why it have to happened to you, it is unfair to you, whatever shit when actually there is nothing to be unhappy about between you and me. UNTIL you mention this particular sentence which make me go mad, so enough its enough. i let you do what you wanna do. DONE. a big full stop to the issue. to the people in the background, just don't make a fool of yourself and be an extra-vaganza okay? just mind your own business. AND yes, i just wanna apologize for any sarcasm or vulgarities that i have said to you. that was out of anger and frustration. let's just stop here, and put an end to it. so gdluck in making new peers, wish you all the best in all that you do, we can still be friends. (:





oh yeah, btw people, sorry for not updating for so LONG. my comp broke down, and not really as enthusiastic as i used to, to update this blog of mine. let me just briefly say something lah okay, since im already mid-way of updating.





Err, OLEVELS is finally over. all the torture of endurance, homeworks, tys, revision, remedials are all over. now's the time to enjoy. OMG, enjoy. yes, i have even went for my graduation night last monday at Marina Mandarin. it was blast ah. right irni?





anywayy, i've been working for 8 days! i love my job alot.





P.S I CAN't WAIT FOR NEW MOON.í'm in love with Mr. Werewolf. TAYLOR LAUTNER!





ehhh, meet up sooon. (: *winks*

Few more months ehh.

ENDURE, Daniaty, ENDURE. (:

okay, let me summarise.

Random.

MT Olevel oral exam, 9 July. Oh please, i WANT to do well.

10 July, irni hernani aka my parttime lesbo partner birthday. ILY♥ irni. ((:

why do Michael Scofield have to die in the end? );

Michael Jackson's dead too. R.I.P

Study, Revise, Sleep, School, Library. (Repetatively)

Have i gained weight? Or rather, have we both, ina and i gained weight? LOL. cos we realised our butts getting bigger. *singing : i got big butts and i cannot lie" HAHAHA

i want to watch Transformers : Revenge Of The Fallen. (i know its quite late already)

i want to bring my younger brothers out.

i miss watching Avatar : The legend of Aang ; The last airbender.

i miss IFDIS.

i miss TSB.

actually, i do love being a part of Inzalisna Tari.

i miss my closest cousin.

i want to mug all the way until the end.

i love my new maths teacher.

i can't wait for exams to start and to end, i just want to get over and done with.


"You're not the great love of my life. You're just experience, okay? So get out of my head, you bastard. Get out of my soul. Leave me alone." -Quoted from Sink or Swim (and that's why i just love the book. same situation^^)

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WILL BE BACK AFTER Os, watch me.


gonna miss you peeps. i'll be watching you guys, don't worry.


*smiles**winks*








"Did you forget


That I was even alive


Did you forget


Everything you ever had


Did you forget


Did you forget


About me?


Did you regret


Ever standing by my side


Did you forget


What we were feeling inside" - Demi Lovato


Did you?


Did you?

my new boyfriend;
i know he's hot. but too bad, he's mine. lalalalalala

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hello!
its been like a long time since i updated. in fact, i've been trying to avoid using the comp. all i want to do is run away from these cyber thingy-s. away from blogs. away from MSN. away from facebook. away from friendster(friendster's dead anw and i hate it). away from everything. just away from everything, so i can never know what's happening. rather than i found out about something, that are better for me to not know.

mid-year exams starts this tuesday. WOW. o.O soooooooooooo damn fast sia. shock. that means Olevels will be very soon too. its gonna be half-a-year very soon, if you realise. Oh-Am-Gee. gosh. i've been mugging science. trying to fit everything in this petite head of mine. lol. when actually SS comes first before the rest which requires memorising. haha. k gotta mugmugmug nonstop then. ergh. stresssss like shit.

ohya, i've complete reading the book - "Sink or Swim" in just three days (its quite thick ok). irni and i were addicted on reading our books like crazyshit. we even read in class, ignoring teacher crapsxsx. lol. to me, that's the coolest book i ever read ah. like seriously. maybe its because there's some common stuff which has got to do with my life i guess. cool ah. like i don't want to return to the library. LOL.

anyway peeps, IFDIS turned 1 year last wednesday, 220409. aww, its been a year girls! i love you all, each and everyone of you. omg. how fast the time passed. i'm so proud we're still sticking by each other. and and and we're SINGLE LADIES. like the song. put your hands up! yeahh! hahaha. BGR can wait. what matters, all of you must succeed in life first ok. (:

Happy 1 year anniversary IFDIS, and still counting... !








































































P.S i'm sorry. i was so cocked up. i'm sorry.

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why eh? why? why? why?
is it just so difficult?
but why?
in the first place, why did you start this whole thing?
you threw away all the chances you have. fine. i'm emo-ing. so what? YOU caused me to be like this. yes YOU.

i'm here like an idiot waiting for a miracle that can/will never happen.

thanks eh YOU. thank you very much for the misery. i enjoyed it very much. nothing i can do to repay those tears you made me cry. best ahh. ignorance is a bliss.

let me end this post with this, "i want to tell him to go fuck himself." (;

i was just so stupid to waste my time. asshole ah.
should have saw it running a long long time ago.

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okayyyyy.
WARNING : this may be a looooooooooooong post ahh.

like its ob-ob-obvious! lol.
i dint have enough sleep since tuesday. i have been wearing these heavy eyebags to school just because i went home damn late for this particular tuesday, even though i'm aware that its a school day the next day. fine, i know i keep repeating that. well, its my first time to be home at 11.30pm, on a weekday. i even skipped my MT remedial just to be there, to get a glimpse of this one person and. if not, i was to skipped school that day just to be one of the first patriotic fan in the queue. but i thought of the lessons i'm going to have on this tuesday. i can't probably miss my 2 periods of comb. humans, neither can i miss 3 periods of POA. so i told fadhlalaland at the eleventh hour that i won't be going. (sorry fadh) and also, i dint get the chance to get a copy of this person's album on MONDAY anyway which was the day before the TUESDAY. i'm sure those who are reading this will be wondering who i met on that TUESDAY, 7th April 2009.
its DAVID ARCHULETA, yes, DAVID ARCHULETA the first runner-up from American Idol Season 7! omgg!

so i went to school on tuesday, as usual. irni, ina, yan was surprised to see me. haha. LOL. their reaction was, "eh, how come you in school? thought you ponteng?" wth. i went, "cancel ah last minute. today got many lessons that i can't miss seh.."

then ina asked me if we should try our luck and go after school to see David. so i said, yes of course. irni was not interested so she's the only ifdis who was not with us. so we made a point that we will not go MT remedial, instead to go home and be ready by 2.30pm. cos i know is already packed with people even thou it starts at 7pm. i was so excited that for like the first time of my life(i think) i was ready way way earlier than ina. she lah so slow. i even reached interchange first while she's still in the bus.

when we reached at ILUMA, its roughly around 3.30pm. fadhlaland, kin, and ika was in the queue. me and ina joined in. thanks to them, i get to meet, DAVID ARCHULETA. aww, there's no where else i could find friends like them. ((; they even bought me his album in advance so i got the chance to get his autograph. there's a Crush of Fans, i tell you. i was so near to the entrance where David Archuleta appear from that i was in the life section of the Straits Times yesterday. like wtf. my expression was like as if i'm an insane teenage girl screaming like hell. lame seh. if any of you saw my pathetic face in the papers you must've gone ROFLLCS(Roll On Floor Laughing Like Crazy Shit, fyi). many new friends made. we are the most kechorable fans among all. evrybody around us also we make friend. cool right.

at 7pm, on that tuesday, 7th April 2009, David Archuleta sang 4 songs,
- Touch My Hand
- A Little Too Not Over You
- A Thousand Miles (on the piano)
- Crush

aww, then came the autograph session. alot of people cut queue sehh. like wth. i was so mad. assholes. when it came to my turn, i quickly ran to David and hauled my hand. he's damn damn damn cute yknow. after he autographed my poster, he shooked my hand. his hands were warm. >.< malunyeeeeee.

overall, it was damn exciting and superduper fantastic day! like seriouslyy.

BEE-TEA-DOUBLE-YOU (b-t-w), congratulations to malay dancers for getting GOLD WITH HONOURS. see, i predict it right.

k gotta post some pics. yeah!
NOT IN ORDER

oh ya forgot to add. there's this girl beside me. her hair is so short that at a glance i thought she was a guy named, _________! lol

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Suddenly my cellphone's blowing up with your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed?
You still feel it on your lips?
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing?
You remember the simple things?
We talk til we cry
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget
Is saying goodbye 

):


i lazy to update and write long long ahh today.
i have this sore throat which hurts when i tried to swallow my saliva. wthielle.
ohya, Dinie pls pls pls get well soon.
Wilfred, my classmate partner, you gotta get well asap too. Midyear drawing near. or else u gonna miss alot of lessons yknow. & I have to record all your homework for you. -___-"'



i love Danny Gokey. LOL. those who catchup with American Idol season 8. he did well on rascal flatts' - What Hurts The Most. aww. i melt listening to his vocals. he gives me goosebumps, like what Kara said. heh. (:


that's it.
one more thing.
"yeah, me too. so very much."
but.
we'll see.

to be continued;

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